Monday, November 23, 2009

hope and uncertainty

7 weeks, 2 days

i am officially past the week where i miscarried last time, so you would think i'd be feeling calmer about things. but no. faith, as it turns out, is hard for me to keep. one minute i'm fine, and the next i am sure i am bleeding. *sigh* i'll be glad when we get to the first ultrasound so i can see that heartbeat. please, please let there be a healthy little bit in there!

right now, the bit should be about the size of a blueberry. it already has a ton of organs forming, as well as its little hands and feet. as always, amazing.

in mama news, all of a sudden, i am starting to show. with the critter, i think i wasn't showing until around 13 weeks, and i know it starts sooner with a second baby. but really? 7 weeks? that just seems way too early to have a little belly! maybe that means things are ok in there. i sure do feel like crap, so that's reassuring as well. lol. i just gotta laugh at myself.

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